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I really like the composition of this piece, the green skin of the dragoness and the grey colour of her suit - or hoewever I should cal...

Musing about Friendship~

Mon Dec 8, 2014, 10:48 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Only Lovers Left alive soundtrack
  • Drinking: Tea
First of all : This shouldn't be a "Oh my gawd, I'm such a poor furry fella" journal, just some thoughts I want to write down. Because maybe someone feels the same or knows these feelings...also because normally I'm not so comfortable about putting my inner self on a plate like this and post it as Journal x'D

I am a very shy and introvert person. It was, is and probably always will be difficult for me to walk up to people and just talk to them and feel confident about myself. I arranged myself with that and when I did so, I felt at least better with myself ^^

For the other it would seem I really tend to find people and call them friends only to find out that I am not as important to them as they are for me. Since it is hard for me to talk to others personally it's also a hard thing for me to trust someone else. In the last years a lot of things had happened that made me a bit more careful of whom to trust. trust someone completely. To call someone a friend with whom you can talk about everything without any kind of shame or things like that.

Like back in school were my former best friend was all like Party every weekend and whatnot. I'm not a party-person, so I never came with her (once tried it, decided I really don't like it at all xD) so all of a sudden she looked for other people who would go to parties with her, take drugs (I also refused that) because it was sooo cooool. And all of a sudden I was just the person she only talked to when she needed something. Silly me, I was gullible enough for a few months to do that.

And somehow I tend to always find this same kind of friend. Maybe it's a bit like the same like women only finding men as partner who beat them, I don't know.

Everytime in the last years when I thought I found someone to talk about everything and call them a friend and trust them....someone else suddenly was more important and I was left behind again.

And I'm sick of that :/ Because of all the energy and effort I put into knowing someone, talking to them and trust them and then in the end it was just for nothing.

I just miss having friends to whom I can talk to about everything.


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I'm a more or less self taught artist from Vienna / Austria / Europe. I study Biology and Geography on teacherhood.
I love to draw animals and furries and earn a bit of money with my drawings :3


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MinzyKat Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the fave! It means a lot. :glomp::heart:
Kitsune-Nyx Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist
you're very welcome :3 Your art is amazing :D
Aenea-Jones Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
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MUTANERDA Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Professional General Artist
good trallama
lbdlbdlbd9 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014
Thanks for the fav! Hug
seth-ravenclaw Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh my goodness *-* your gallery is full of freaking detailed furry goodness! -watches you- o..o
Zombie-Graves Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
hubert61 Featured By Owner May 30, 2014
merci pour les favs :) (Smile)
denzleah Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for the favorite!! :D
Awsassin Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014
Do you do art trades?
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